Life, why do you always trash with my feelings? I don't know how you prepare for it but I know that it's your job to do it, right? I have nothing to say about anything anymore, I have nothing to feel anymore. Then, why do I still yearn for it? The thing I hate the most, to feel and have you trash with those feelings. Having feelings for something is very nice but I can't comprehend why I like it, yet I don't like it. Weird, huh? I know. I'm only saying what's on my mind right now even though I do not understand.. Let me ask again.. You, the person who is reading this, can you answer these questions for me? God knows it but doesn't want me to know.. but then.. forget it. I'll find it out as God want me to. Thank you. Salva nos placere.