I hate being compared to another person. And i doesn't make me feel good when someone is being compared to me. I feel very uneasy and uncomfortable. Since I too is being compared to someone always. That's why I sympathize to the person who is being compared to me. I don't like how they compare us since everyone has different talents and standards. -vnajbnoananvjvnladbljvnabahbdfj- and I simply hate it when someone doesn't even show a bit of appreciation to me when I do something for that person. I don't know but I also don't like when someone is given the credit when you were the one who did the dirty job. and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FRIEND, ABEL PUNZALAN. :DC O M P A R I S O N
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
I hate being compared to another person. And i doesn't make me feel good when someone is being compared to me. I feel very uneasy and uncomfortable. Since I too is being compared to someone always. That's why I sympathize to the person who is being compared to me. I don't like how they compare us since everyone has different talents and standards. -vnajbnoananvjvnladbljvnabahbdfj- and I simply hate it when someone doesn't even show a bit of appreciation to me when I do something for that person. I don't know but I also don't like when someone is given the credit when you were the one who did the dirty job. and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FRIEND, ABEL PUNZALAN. :DF E E L I N G
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Sigh.. I hate i.. I hate it really. When you're being left out, you feel sad and your friends barely notice it. I don't know. I don't have a right to get angry because i feel that it's just me being sensitive or is it not? I wish it is. I don't want to be alone in this world. I don't want. But sometimes... being alone makes me feel like i'm in paradise. I can spend a lot of time thinking and reflecting without someone bothering me. When I'm alone, I spend lots of time thinking and thinking. I don't stop till I find an logical reason for things. For example, why did God created this world? If he created us for the reason to find out what's incomplete and fix it and live a happy life. Or is it the reason... He wanted us to experience love. So, I'll remove the first one. without love, happiness, sadness and etc., our life will be incomplete. [The sounds that I hear is breaking my chain of thought -_-] that's why I can't find out why. My chain of thought keeps breaking and leaving me to start all over again.V A C A T I O N
Monday, April 19, 2010
I'm currently in my grandma's house ^3^ hohohoho~ It really is so fun here. Hahahaha.
I suddenly had the urge to watch jigoku shoujo again. Sooo, I downloaded the whole series. And wow, it's 17GB... so big 0.0 seasons 1, 2 & 3. hahaha.. and i also downloaded vocaloids -_- i mean it's so big.. the biggest is Megurine Luka, next is Miku, I think, or is it Len? D: ah, no.. i think it's Gumi. Gahhh.. I'm not using my notebook right now because i have no internet, i cannot connect T.T So, I don't have time to check which of them is the biggest..
I suddenly had the urge to watch jigoku shoujo again. Sooo, I downloaded the whole series. And wow, it's 17GB... so big 0.0 seasons 1, 2 & 3. hahaha.. and i also downloaded vocaloids -_- i mean it's so big.. the biggest is Megurine Luka, next is Miku, I think, or is it Len? D: ah, no.. i think it's Gumi. Gahhh.. I'm not using my notebook right now because i have no internet, i cannot connect T.T So, I don't have time to check which of them is the biggest..
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B A D G I R L
Friday, April 16, 2010
Yup.. I am a bad girl :p i am currently sneaking and browsing the web with my eseries nokia phone :D ohohoho~ good thing they still left the router open.. Fuhuhuhu... I am rewatching to aru majutsu no index.. Bwahahaha.. It really is so cool .... ;D whew.. Blogging using a phone is tiring.. I'm not used in texting. Well, i don't really use my phone... -_-
F R E E B I E S
Thursday, April 15, 2010
P E R F O R M A N C E
OH WOW. So, my notebook's adapter wasn't dead after all.. It was playing dead D: Darn it.. it's good at acting... Good thing i managed to fix it ~ Ohohohoho~ It's nice being able to use my notebook.. i was sleeping and sleeping and thinking and thinking... then i gathered up the courage to open my adapter C: Yupppp.. my adapter looks like a mummy right now.. except that it's color brown.. I can't find an electrical tape in the house so I used packaging tape. :D Bwahahahaha.. All I did was fool around with those spiky things inside :3 I even thought that the one broken was the whit thingy.. I don't know what it's called .. Haha.. TO BE CONTINUED...
R I P
Please pray for the lost soul of my notebook's adapter.. -solemn moment- My Notebook's adapter just died and it sucks being unable to use my notebook.. I was busy making icons.. what icons? JBF icons ._. I got addicted to JBF and the Dear You Songs once again.. My favorite of all the Dear You songs is DEAR YOU -HOPE-. Ohohoho~ I know that all of them is very beautiful but somehow I got attracted to Hope.. DEAR YOU -KIND- and DEAR YOU -CRY- made me cry. DEAR YOU -FEEL- is nice to and somehow it's melody is the closest to Dear You.. I was looking for Dear You songs in singingbox.com.. How come that not all of the Dear You songs are in there?! T.T I only found Dear You and Dear You -Feel- .. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~! I want a Dear You -Hope- .. oh well, I'll just upload it by saturday..素敵な夢がある。再度参照してください。
[Have a nice dream. See you Again]
I N D E S C R I B A B L E
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
I don't know...more like, I don't understand ._. I feel weird T.T I feel a little bit excited, happy, depressed, mad & etc.. wth. the only thing i'm sure of is that i'm excited.. I can't wait to go to my grandmother's house [for 1 week and 3 days] and bond with my crazy [i mean it] cousins~ But of course, I won't be away from my blog :D Fuwaa.. just by thinking of it makes me so excited :D I mean, some of my cousins jut got home from a different country and it makes me so happy by seeing them once again [because they didn't go here last year D:<] Ah, I remembered something.. my cousin will be staying here until she finishes college next year, right after she graduates :D Bwahahaha.. my time with my other cousins last year was fun too but that it will be more fun since we're many. haha. I still wish I can avoid sweets ._. My aunt has a store, neighboring house... and SHE SELLS SWEETS! what the- my tummy will grow big once again T.TTHAT'S ALL FOR NOW...
再度参照してください。
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M A R I A + H O L I C I C O N S
Monday, April 12, 2010
Yay! Kanako is giving away icons~ And it's Maria + Holic :3
[No, My screen name, KANAKO, is not based on the character in Maria + Holic. My Screen Name is older than Maria + Holic! :D]
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whew... I'm losing my appetite more and more D: i don't want to eat breakfast and lunch anymore.. I dunno why ._. I feel like I'm always full. Gahhhh.. What's happening to my stomach D: Yay! Family Outing~ My Relatives and I will be going to the province to swim :3 Swimming Swimming~ I'm so excited because this will be my first time swimming in Summer '10 Didn't I mention that I LOVE SWIMMING? :D I love going at the bottom part of the pool and pull my cousin's legs.. kekekeke.. I'm so evil >:D But I currently have 2 problems.. First, Will I Have The Energy To Swim? Of course that's a problem, I don't eat anything.. D: Second, My skin will be ruined! D: Yesss, I'm obsessed in making my skin whiter ;_;
RANTING SESSION OVER..
再度参照してください。
[See you again.]
B R E A T H ..
Hi. it's been months, no, years since i joined here (on my other account, which i deleted.) fuwaaa.. i am very gloomy today. I want to see violence and horror that bad. I dunno why D: I re-watched Elfen Lied today :D yessshhh.. erufen rito is WIN! Very suitable for all my violence needs, just like SM ^3^ I know, I know.. I have read/watched anime and mangas that are has more violence than Erufen Rito, but I dunno why.. I suddenly had the urge to watch it again. Story is great anyway :D Hahahaha! Heads flying, Limbs are crushed. Oh desire~! Fuhuhuhu~ I was in heaven while watching that anime. Fuwaaaaa~ Makes me wanna cosplay Lucy :D Speaking of cosplay, HELP ME DECIDE WHICH ONE TO COSPLAY NEXT~! D:
Last Saturday, there was a cosplay event in Megamall.. And I cosplayed Sae Kurosawa from FF2: Crimson Butterfly. I so love Sae.. My mother made my costume which is a white nagajuban :3 And my mother has no problems making me another costume as long as I can find how to make that certain costume in the internet.. I really can't decide. So please, leave a suggestion in my tagboard :D Mama wanted to make this costume, LAMBDA'S DRESS!!
She saw this one while we're choosing the costume I'm gonna wear at the event and she found it adorable. Mama wants to challenge herself always! But since, It was 3 days before the said event, so oviously, we won't make it in time. She even wanted to make the yellow Ranka Lee Costume [which she said was easy to make]! @.@
Fuhuhuhu~ It's Dlanor-sama and her awesomeness.. One of my favorite characters of Umineko. :3 Yeah ._. I'm gonna post lots of Icon PSDs at Crimson Forums and at Facebook~ I might post here also :D I'm into simple icons.. with less textures and brushes but more in adjustments :) Rian suggested a manga to me called "Ultimate Venus". Looks promising to me :D And yeaaaaaahhhh... SWIMMING!! SWIMMING!! SWIMMING!!!! OH DESIRE~! Tommorow, we're gonna swim with our relatives. I've been waiting for this :D ENOUGH BEING RANDOM FOR NOW ~
素敵な夢がある。再度参照してください。
[Have a nice dream. See you Again]
