I don't know...more like, I don't understand ._. I feel weird T.T I feel a little bit excited, happy, depressed, mad & etc.. wth. the only thing i'm sure of is that i'm excited.. I can't wait to go to my grandmother's house [for 1 week and 3 days] and bond with my crazy [i mean it] cousins~ But of course, I won't be away from my blog :D Fuwaa.. just by thinking of it makes me so excited :D I mean, some of my cousins jut got home from a different country and it makes me so happy by seeing them once again [because they didn't go here last year D:<] Ah, I remembered something.. my cousin will be staying here until she finishes college next year, right after she graduates :D Bwahahaha.. my time with my other cousins last year was fun too but that it will be more fun since we're many. haha. I still wish I can avoid sweets ._. My aunt has a store, neighboring house... and SHE SELLS SWEETS! what the- my tummy will grow big once again T.T